Kay Garcia

About Me

Hello. It's been about 5 years ago since i left the what this society view as regular 'normal' life to embark to a journey which i know from the beginning would not understand by most people. About 5 years ago, i embarked to this journey of self-discovery / creating myself / re-aligning myself again to the natural or who i truly am, also this journey of healing myself at the same time developing myself. It is too many to story but i remember vividly that i roughly started this journey in 2009. I said 'roughly' because i did not actually planned it, my heart was ling me what to do and it was in 2009 that i started to really, really change path, also, in between 2009 and my first few years embarking this journey, i was still hesitant and still finding 8-5 / regular work. I felt suffocated and really sick to what they call 'normal' way of living and 'normal' life as a whole. For the longest part of my life i tried to fit in and really worked hard for it but it came to the point that i can't do it anymore - all my patience and everything were totally went down to zero and even negative zero (-0) and that was happened in 2009, my soul was so tired and i was so ill and suffocated as i've just mentioned above, and, i still am. My heart and soul was shouting and crying so loud. 2009 up to this very moment was quite a journey that only me and the universe alone are the only complete witness, sometimes i feel that i've been working so hard without pay. My only outlet was/is writing through my page which i'm totally grateful for and will be grateful for forever ( have been immeasurably a blessing to me). And i'm surprised that by just expressing (*writing) truthfully about myself and feelings i have attracted different people from different country - it is really a lot to story but i gained so much knowledge about myself from those people that i have attracted which at the same time very imperative to the journey i have embarked. Plus i gained self confidence and the strength i need for this, i'd say, uncommon journey. But today (2016) i really feel that i am over-staying in this journey and need to change course again (i knew it will happen). As i grow older i realize that this life is meant to live; not to work to live. I actually do not like the word 'job', i don't believe in this word, what i prefer is the word 'path' or my personal path. I'm living in a third-world country but my mind/heart is extraordinarily advance for that third-world minds, i have been searching for this kind of set up for few years now - work/experience in exchange for food and accommodation (without any salary) - i did call some company/farm here in my country for this kind of set up but they refused, til i stumble to this sites and a few people (two) that in fact doing this kind of life style ( digital nomad). It would be great, though, if you could provide some money aside from free food and accommodation.

I'm not sure if you understand what i was talking about but i hope you do because this someone or this nobody that speaking to you right at this very moment is truly a great person, not to brag but i should say. I want to enjoy this life to its fullest and i am ready to do it now with [i hope some real help and encouragement from] you. I would like to do a work from you / your company or farm that involves agriculture, taking care of animals, gardening, fruit picking, or someone that would take care of your house when you are away for example, or walking the dog, things like that (work that doesn't require paper works or too much logical thinking because i am myself is deep-thinker already and that's the point - i don't want anything sabotage this always-woandering-mind of mine). I finished a 4-year course in college and also a 2-year course, not to mention primary and secondary school, i think it's enough already, i mean it's enough already for letting my mind be owned by another/society, i mean it's time for me to owned my mind/brain already and use it solely for whatever i preferred to think or do or for whatever i want to 'think', after all it is "my" brain. I hope you understand what i'm trying to say, i'm kind of complex thinker thus i am familiar to being misinterpreted or not understanding by others so it's okay if you'll ask me about it, also, English is just my second language - am not that good in it (am not apologizing though). And also, i am the type of person that mostly look for the Big Picture thus sometimes i struggle to speak specifically, if you know what i mean. I prefer work that would give me the enough time to do what i want to do like photographing and reflecting by myself and maybe meeting with friends sometimes. I know you thoroughly understand, after all it's why i am here for.

What else shall i add about Well i have a natural eye for beauty, i really appreciate all kinds of beauty especially the natural beauties, also the nature, i love nature, nature is kind of god. I appreciate all kinds of task that has art involve in it like cooking for example and composting (i’ve got a compost bin here in my house by the way). I also love taking pictures, it's my one way of preserving the beauties that my eyes see. I very recently owned a digital SLR camera and still at the very beginning of experimenting about it. 🙂 I'm not good in small talks but i have some good sense of humor. They say i'm witty. I have a happy personality with a lonely soul. I love wisdom thus if you appreciate Philosophy you'd appreciate me as well (but again my English is not so good, just a simple fact and reminder though i would really want to connect with you - i love connecting with people though being with people to a long period of time really exhaust me, maybe because i sense their emotions effortlessly. This one irony is just an example of the many irony inside of me because life is such, full of irony). Aside from Philosophy, i also have this raw knowledge or skill in Psychology, and also enjoy topics about Spirituality and things like that. And of course and at the same time, i enjoy talking silly things (the ones that don't harm), i also love shallow things. And before i forget, i see and feel true joy in simple things. Like many great philosopher from the past, i know and understand Simplicity as well, like making this complex world to simplicity, i wouldn't be here if i didn't understand it thoroughly (though i am still learning, of course). I love laughing, as they say it's the best medicine. Am not proud of this but i should say, i smoke (not a chain smoker though). I also drink but just occasionally. I am single and have cats which i regard as my 'true' family. I'm single and very much available, in fact i am looking for a special someone. 🙂 By the way, i am a gay woman - am neither proud or not proud of it, i just thought you should know. Lastly, i am mostly introverted and good natured.

I hope we can share meaningful life or experience(s) in the very near future. I am looking forward to hear from good, kind, respectful, passionate, generous, and warm people. Thank you very much now and in advance.

Sincerely,

Kathrina Garcia ("Kay" Garcia)
*Kay is my nickname